Each walks her own path, has had her own challenges, and lives her own life. I have many women of all agars and walks of life in my life. I am in no way trying to trivialize the very real experiences both bad and good of womanhood. I feel i should address these comments because they carry a common theme. Ive had a few messages and comments from feminists and other women regarding some of my posts especially the one about vagina envy. Peace💖 mtf living your truth transgender dysphoria Thank you all you beautiful people out there. Is that even possible in this world for someone like me? I dont know. They are only the musings of a fallible, caring human being who only wants to be a whole and authentic person. I know that these words arent comforting. When i tell myself that there is no fixing me and the only way is through the bottom of pill bottle or at the business end of a knife. When the whole world, including some of those that i care about most, tell you that are wrong or crazy or a freak. But for all the brave talk that i write and feel, i am still deeply scared of the changes that can and will happen if i move forward.
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The progress that i have made in my journey to find my authentic self has brought me almost full circle because now that i know i am transgender and made peace with that fact, im now at the point of what to do with that.
My head is swimming with bad thoughts that are threatening to swallow me. Peace being girl living your truth transgender dysphoria beautiful mtfįor the last few days i have been struggling hardcore with severe, debilitating, gender dysphoria.
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Take care all of beautiful people and i will update you on my progress. Its time to stop waiting because ive waited already too long already. I am going to move forward with this as soon as i can. But tbh, i think i already know the answer to that. Nothing that will be body altering but will help me determine if it feels right for me. After talking to her extensively, i have come to the conclusion that i want to start low dose hormones. And i have to admit that being gendered correctly while manifesting a little semblance of the female form in front of another person made me feel so euphoric and seen. I also saw my gender therapist in person and i changed into a bra with inserts under my shirt for the entire appointment. Her single action has lifted a lot of pressure between us. She said that she has made peace with the fact that i am trans and that she gave me a space in our house to dress as i need to and eventually she is going to have to see me dressed at some point. I wanted to give a little update on whats going on in my life.Ī couple of weeks ago, my wife approached me and broke the ice between us. Its been a minute since I last posted on here.
Well hello all you beautiful people out there. First In-person Gender therapy appointment….
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